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Tarou Gets Personal - What I've Been Keeping Secret

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Tarou Gets Personal - What I've Been Keeping Secret

What's up guy and girl players of World of Warcraft.

Alright I know it's been forever since I got a request for this video but I really didn't want to talk about it at the time. So a lot of people had been asking me, "Why do you sound bored or sad or w/e in your videos lately?"

Without going into too much detail and trashing my ex, I'm just going to give a general idea of what's happened.

Things weren't working out with my wife and the way she treated me and our children was inexcusable. After months of trying to sort things out, I finally threw in the towel. Sometimes you have to cut your losses and move on. Especially when you're cutting loose something in your life that is an extremely dark cloud of negativity always hanging over you and trying to control you with threats and actions that become exhausting emotionally and physically.

I was done with the lies, abuse, deception and effects it was having on the children and myself. Everyone has a bad day but if you turn every other day into a bad day, you're going to have a miserable life and drag everyone around you down with you. I did my best to help but, I'm finished chasing knives and getting cut. Time to stick to sane relationships. Seriously, when they say love is blind, your damn right it is. You can't see what bs is actually going on in front of you. Must open eyes ahhhh.

Anyways, it wasn't a good environment for our kids. I filed for divorce and trusted my ex to take a trip to Japan with our sons for two weeks. I was an idiot and fell victim to her deception once again. I thought for sure she couldn't just leave our 13 month old daughter behind and not come back. Damnit I was still blind. Maybe my glasses were just fogged up or maybe since I don't wear glasses I should get some.

Well, the fogs cleared and it's been almost 6 months since I've seen or talked with our sons and not a day goes by that I don't miss them and wish they could come back.

Do a search on Google for Japan and parental kidnapping. You'll be amazed at all the stories and only one, yes only one of the children abducted has ever been returned with the power of the courts and that's only cause the mother tried to secretly renew her papers and was arrested in Hawaii.

I have no idea how this will turn out but knowing that Japan is a blackhole for abduction most of my resources are best utilized preventing my daughter from being taken like her brothers to a place that won't love or care for her even remotely close to me or our close knit family here. It's extremely expensive though. Take a typical divorce and times it by the tens. The father who got his child back spent over $350,000 in four years. Freaking ridiculous.

I'm so greatful to all of you. Because of your support I'm able to stay home every day taking care of my full of life 20 month old daughter that amazes me all the time. I'm also able to take care of all aspects of the house, activities, and bills. Don't get me wrong, money is tight and free time is limited but it's so worth it and I won't give it up for anything.

All of this caused my work schedule to change dramatically and so 3am recordings can make a person sound tired and maybe be interpreted as bored or sad when that's not the case. I'm extremely happy to be able to entertain and help all of you wonderful people who watch my videos and visit my website day in and day out. This helps me to stay home taking care of my daughter who needs me more than ever after what has happened to her.

If you'd like to help my legal fund please share my videos and website on facebook, twitter, forums, with your friends, and other players on your servers. It helps so much.

You can also donate to on paypal - but please don't feel obligated.

Thank you so much for all the support.

We aren't going anywhere. Mad